
“When we try to pick out anything by itself, we find it hitched to everything else in the universe.” – John Muir
As I dug deeply down to tuck you in safely, one by one, in softness, grounded for growth with care and wishes for your survival. (Awareness of my lack of qualifications and experience crowded into the activity like a boisterous neighbor who wasn’t invited. “This won’t work. You don’t know what you’re doing.”)
As I put my shovel away, I am thinking about internal resistance. My resistance to planting, to bothering with placing all of you in the earth. My head saying, “You’re doing it wrong. You will be disappointed.” My heart replying, “Let’s try. I need to wonder.”
Now I am pondering, curious actually, what would it be like to live without a belief in planting. Realizing I already know. I have been there and don’t want to go back.
I am seeding a future I cannot see. I am planting hope in the dark cold of winter. This includes garlic cloves and my belief in loving action to grow the next. Stepping into the unknowable with a curious heart that knows it doesn’t always work out and planting it anyway.
Later that day I found three more cloves in my pocket. Three that escaped planting day. Their potential is not lost. I will find time to tuck them to bed too.
Cover them with leaves.
© Ali Grimshaw 2024
Thank you Stephanie Matlock for nurturing my inner farmer and gifting me garlic to plant. You are the Garlic Master! Cobblestone Farms, LLC.
This is a beautiful write. I love how you distinguished between head and heart. Head says one thing, heart another. Realist vs hope. I hope you get to plant more again soon 🙂
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Yeah, sometimes there is a battle between the head and the heart. I appreciate you reflecting this back. I hope you are well.❤️
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Beautiful writing and post, Ali. The John Muir quote is a lovely selection as well.
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Thank you for reading and for your compliment. I appreciate you taking the time to if your thoughts.
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When we let go wonderful things can happen. Love this, Ali.
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Michele,
That is so true. I am often fascinated by how challenging letting go can be. Wishing you wellness during this winter season.
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it’s a challenge for sure. All the best to you Ali.
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When we let go wonderful things can happen. Loved this, Ali.
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Beautifully done Ali!
From “Crowded Table” by the Highwomen:
If we want a garden
We’re gonna have to sow the seeds
Plant a little happiness
Let the roots run deep
If it’s love that we give
Then it’s love that we reap
If we want a garden
We’re gonna have to sow the seeds
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Thank you for sending me the lyrics. I am grateful you spent time with my words.
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I am seeding a future I cannot see. I am planting hope in the dark cold of winter….
Stepping into the unknowable with a curious heart that knows it doesn’t always work out and planting it anyway.
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Thank you for reflecting back the words that resonated with you.❤️☮️
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All lovely…the image, the words, the sentiments.
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Thank you for letting me know that my words reached you today.☮️
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A beautiful metaphor for life Ali and when we listen to our hearts and not our heads and old beliefs! We do know what to do, and this opens us to the miracles and the abundance of all life. Happy planting 🌿🌈🌿
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Karen,
How beautifully said! ❤️ I am honored by your words.
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Really enjoyed this: Stepping into the unknowable with a curious heart that knows it doesn’t always work out and planting it anyway.
Just to keep planting kindness & love…whatever the outcome is!
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I love this, Ali. I feel as if I was witnessing the conversation (it is a familiar one to me) and I’m delighted that you kept going. You planted and trusted. What a lovely example of what we can do in many aspects of our lives…every single day. 🙏🏻💜
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Thank you so much for your feedback. It makes me smile to know that this spoke to you.
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Beautiful! It is indeed a time for planting for the future. Even in winter.
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Agreed. It is a time to dream forward and put love into action.
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